토요일, 9월 17, 2005
Heh now my whole head is full of rain. Rain, rain, and more rain~ lol. I kinda miss the feeling of having an idol though. In the sense that it provides me with a kind of emotional support tt somehow makes me better whenever i look at him or listen to him. Ok, it may sound totally childish and superficial and immature and watsoever, but tts how i feel so i dun really care...
Not all the pple i used to like could let me feel this way wor. I rem the very very first singer that i liked in pri 5 or 6 was 张信哲. Heh at that time me n my frens were so mad about him that we would end up memorising all the songs from all his albums, then sang to each other after that. (i was still a small kid, u noe) Den in sec school, it became 陈晓东. Also went nuts over him n i even went to see him a couple of times. (i was still a teenager, u must rem) Hmm, of cos i still had a whole lot more of pple i went gaga over but it wasnt to that extent of them being able to give me the kind of feeling that i was looking for.
Well, after the craze over the 2 of them, it was only until my H.O.T and Shinhwa came by that really was the ultimate. Ok fine, i know by then i wasnt that young anymore to be spending $$ on this kind of stuff, but i admit, i did spent quite alot on them. Nah, i din spend a fortune on them by flying to korea n trying to catch them live or anything (but u bet i was dying to) But i did buy any single item on them that i could lay my hands on. The ex-est thing i guess was h.o.t's concert vcd which was imported n cost me i think 80 bucks. Back then, the korean shop at raffles place sold vcds, cds n magazines etc..so i was like loitering there ever so frequently. N the now defunct korean shop at far east was also in business then so i bought all of h.o.t n shinhwa's albums from there. Yap, from the very first album up to their last one.
Ah..those were the days. Lol. Frankly, i miss those days. Think i spent at least 0.5k on them..heh. But i din regret lah. They were one of the nicest things that happened to me. Kk, i know nobody will understand my obsession for them, but its okay. Been used to it since the time i started liking them. So when h.o.t disbanded in 2001, i was totally shattered. Sigh..stupid SM(entertainment). hate the stupid company. n loathe the even more stupid manager. lee soo man. pui~
Anyway, now i have 비!! Heh, he's super cute, super gorgeous, has super small eyes, can dance super well, has a super melting smile...hehe well, u get the story. I think i really sound like a small teenage ger here. Haha oh well, who cares..my blog shld reflect what i feel doesnt it...
Oops..one whole entry abt rain..=p
N last but not least, his ever so cute face~~ *gRinz*
N the pic with song hae gyo... super chio also!! heh..i love the both of them...